Chuck and Blair

Why do they always do this to me?

I think I seriously might have to stop watching the show if they don't end up together. It's stressing me out.

Remember last season finale? Yeah, are they really just going to do that again? Ugh, ok I think I'm too obsessed. I know.

My day in the OR

So today I went and watched my uncle preform a couple surgeries, so that I could see how I liked it and if it is something that I really want to do, etc. Ummm I loved it. I thought it was so cool. Of course I'm obsessed with Grey's Anatomy and grew up watching ER with my mom, but I figured it would probably be a little different when the blood was oozing in front of my face and there was actually a body open in front of me on a table. It's not really all doctors falling in love and drama, however that's not necessarily everything I love about the shows. I did learn however, there are some similarities :) So here are some things that I learned today which in the operating room:

1. Doctors are slightly ruthless with the human body. Yes, they use precision when cutting or using their instruments, but today I watch them cut a woman's abdomen open and in order to move her stomach muscles apart they literally were pulling at them from each side like they were ripping open a christmas present. I was a little shocked. Wonder how long it takes that to heal.

2. Some women have the weirdest va-jay-jays. And some women do NOT groom. (my uncle is an obstetrician. I probably should have mentioned that.)

3. I am slightly proud of myself. First time in an operating room and I was not the least bit queasy. I think I may have found the correct profession. Cross your fingers that I actually get into school.

4. If your doctor pulls a mass the size of a cantaloup out your body, you probably waited to long to go see a doctor.

5. If you are already 40, have a mass the size of a cantaloup on your uterus, a giant cyst on your ovary, and endometriosis sites inside of your uterus you probably won't be able to have children. That woman has a lot of faith.

6. Doctors actually have the funniest conversations during surgery. They make jokes, they talk about their life, and sometimes they're even inappropriate...maybe Grey's Anatomy isn't that far off sometimes.

7. I love watching people come out of anesthesia. Need a laugh?

8. I really hope I don't have to get surgery anytime soon because, the patient just looks so helpless and vulnerable sitting there on the table right after you are put out. It would be hard to just trust that when you wake up everything is going to be ok. Plus, you're just laying there naked...so awkward. As a spectator, it honestly wasn't that weird, but I'm glad I wasn't the patient.

9. Surgery tools still look freaking primitive to me. Minus all the computer stuff and lapriscopes etc, the regular stuff just looks like it was made in the middle ages. Some of it is a little creepy.

10. Surprisingly, when they first cut into someone there is not that much blood. However, when you accidentally cut into a cyst, there is a lot of goo. I don't recommend it.

Perfect Curls

Looking to have the prettiest curls this summer? Here are 3 different ways to make them perfect. Enjoy!
Curling Iron:
1^st To begin; choose a size and style of curling iron that will achieve the results that you want. Small barrel irons will produce small curls while large barrel irons will produce large curls. If you are interested in achieving spiral curls, there are curling irons meant for creating spirals.
2^nd Separate hair into 1” to 2” sections and beginning at the ends of your hair, wide each section onto the barrel of the iron stopping when you are 2- 3 inches away from the scalp. DO NOT roll any further than this since the heat from the curling iron can cause serious burns to your scalp. Hold the iron for no more than one minute and then gently unwind the section of hair from the barrel.
3^rd Carefully pin back each curled section of hair and continue to curl your hair in the same manner in step
4^th When all of your hair has been curled, carefully remove the pinned curls and leave as is or run your fingers through the curls until you get the look you want.
5^th Finish the look with a holding spray to keep the curls into place, if you desire.

Hot Rollers:

1^st Make sure hair is clean and dry before you begin. If desired, apply a volumizing mousse or styling cream from roots to ends to allow curls to set better. Divide hair into sections and roll each section on hot roller, then secure with the fitting pin. Again, depending on the desired style, use large hot rollers for a looser curl and smaller hot rollers for a tighter curl.

2^nd Allow the rollers to set for at least 20 – 30 minutes. Anything less than 20 minutes will only result in a wave.

3^rd Remove the sitting pin and then gently remove the roller. Repeat until you have removed all of the hot rollers.

4^th Once the hot rollers have been removed, apply a hair shining product and then using your fingers, create a hairstyle that you desire. Remember that using combs or brushes can cause your curls to become frizzy and even fall.

5^th To finish the look apply a holding spray if desired.

Sponge Rollers:

1^st Blow-dry your hair until it only slightly damp, then divide hair into sections and roll each section on to the roller and secure with the plastic clip. Depending on the desired look, you may want to try large rollers for a looser curl or smaller rollers for a tighter curl.

2^nd With the rollers still in your hair, allow the hair to dry naturally if possible. Using a blow dryer can cause your curls to separate and create a frizzy effect. If you must use a blow dryer, make sure that you turn it to the lowest setting when drying.

3^rd Once your hair dries, remove the rollers and apply a dime to quarter size amount of hair shine product depending on the length of your hair.

4^th To achieve your desired style; use your fingers to create the look. Using a comb or brush will damage curls and cause them to become frizzy.

5^th Finally, you may need to use a holding spray if you would like your curls to last a little longer. If so, remember to use a light touch since too much spray can cause stiff hair and curls to fall.

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growing up

"I’ve discovered as I’ve grown up that life is far more complicated than you think it is when you’re a kid. It isn’t just a straightforward fairytale."

Rachel McAdams

Goals for May

So this month I have decided to get some things done in my life. I have had a lot going on the past few months and I feel like I just need to get a few things figured out. Then maybe the things I can't exactly control will figure themselves out too or at least it will make things a little bit less stressful for me.

1. I am going to finish my nursing application. I am actually almost done with this, but I am going to complete everything and get my appointment set. (which I can't have an until after June 20, but I want everything else done by the end of May).

2. I am going to figure out my finances. I tend to like to spend more than I save...so I am going to set up a little financial plan by the end of May so that I can try to "control" my money a little better.

3. So it's bordering between spring and summer (although the weather is still acting like winter), but I'm finally going to do some Spring Cleaning. I just need to get rid of some things in my room.

So like I've admitted before on here, I like to read my horoscope. In Elle's May edition the horoscope for Aries said,

"With five planets in Aries this month, you'll be spunky, persuasive, and determined. On the 1st, when Mars, your guardian planet, meets with Jupiter, you can take the initiative to grasp a dream dear to you...

This month is about you and your desires, not fitting anyone else's agenda"

Anyway, I don't know about all that planet stuff, but I just like to read it. And maybe that extra affirmation, whether real or made up, might be just a little push I need to feel determined right now. So, that's what I plan to do. Focus on the stuff that I need to get done. Also, I feel like if I write it down, then hopefully it will push help me get it done too. :)

hoping

"I started to hope. Damn it. For one moment I started to hope."

- Make It or Break It

Brandi & James Wedding

This weekend was GREAT! Friday I attended the wedding rehearsal where everything went sooo smoothly. The family and bridal party did great making sure to pay attention to Amber. As for Saturday, April 30th, the day did not start as I expected. My alarm didn't go off AT ALL! Thank God for Maleena, the other intern, who texted me! Amber asked me to be at the location at 8am but didn't arrive till 8:30. At first I could tell she wasnt really happy with that, but within the next 30mins she kinda forgot about it. The wedding was to start at 11am and it started PERFECTLY! We had a timeline of events to keep the wedding on schedule. Everything was perfect, throughout the whole wedding. Both Maleena and I were in charge of many small tasks, which we did really well. Overall this was the best wedding that I could ever have to start me off in this business. I'm so happy.

☆ My Outfit: I wore a dress from Target with these cute white Charlotte Russe wedges. Also paired it with white flower studs and my white watch! 

BTW: I took some more pictures, but the quality was horrible! I will post more up when the bride sends them to Amber.

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